Tadi kan saya makan ketam ! sumpah besa gila nak mampuss :D
Assalamualaikum :) I have this one very dear friend to me. Name ? i'd like to keep it anonymous if you dont mind :) She actually is one of my bestfriends. she is kinda different from my other friends . She's very close to the term ' a crying shoulder ' and she's always been there for me . We never actually talked face to face cause we always texted everything yeah . but that doesnt bother me at all . i like the position we're in :) But lately , she's kinda been running away and ignoring me and blablabla . She has many other friends and now she has a boyfriend , like i dont mind SERIOUSLY ! but what happened between us ? i feel like you're leaving me and it makes me sad :( Was it something i did ? or say ? hell yeah yanaa , its always something you said that hurt others :( We got into one fight i guess , and i was being a jerk , i admit it . the misunderstanding between us is really dumb and we really shouldnt let it go on and on . I thought i stopped it and said sorry and all that . and i wanted us to act like before like bestfriends , but it looks pretty convincing that you dont see me as a friend anymore :( it breaks my hearttt okayy -___-' but there's another theory that's playing in my head . Is it my behaviour ? perangai aku ke ? Because i assure you that you thought i was different , you know, that kinda sweet and innocent girl ? then , you got to know the real , rule breaking - tomboy me ? i know you dont like girls like that , but what can i do seriously ? its me , its who i am . i would do anything to be like old times even changing my attitude . Please , im asking you one more chance at friendship D: Dont go awayyy , whenever im down or sad or just papelah okay , happy ke , i wanted to text you but , i think twice and im scared that i would take away your precious time . you see , sampai macm tu sekali aku segan dengan kau , kalau tak dulu hah tak kira pagi malam siang buta pun aku main text je kau :( So i just wanna say im sorry again . if you still cant figure out what's going on in my mind , then what can i do rite . let bygones be bygones . but i'll never forget you :) This is seriously like effing killing me inside ! :( :( :( :( and Im panickinnngggg !
the " she " im refering to doesnt necessarily means my friend is a girl *wink. it could be a boy kay *wink. i just use " she " beacuse its the same gender as me *wink. teeheee D;
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