i should have never taken it too far .
and now its backfiring , and i became the victim .
this is all so so so very very da very sad sangatt sangatt !
i never thought this would end badly , but turns out i was dead wrong !
He actually never cares about me . and he's playing the field with 2 girls right now .
Sampai aty dye en ? EEEH ! harap muke je innocent >.<
It hurts so much to know that sick truth about him . so , all the feelings
i've ever felt before , just burns into ashes . all my feelings before was all a big joke
to him . im the only one whose trying to make it work .
but i get no effort from him . All the sweet stuffs he did and said ,
i take it as just a gross and dirty humour although its really punching a hole
through my heart . I feel like breaking into tears but
why should I ? i wont make this even harder to forget about him .
im done making my life miserable . he is HISTORY . i just want to enjoy the times
i have left , with beloved friends and family .
and a sincere thanks to Finn and Hanif .
for always being there for me and taking care of me .
i ♥.♥.♥.♥ u
so to readers :
all these posts that i've scribbled about him ,
yeah its all in the past .
i want to delete all of them , but im tryin to keep it real ^^.
i say i would write about true life stories and im keeeping my word .
no lies and im not hiding anything .
BYEE :p
BYEE :p
